Monday, October 08, 2007
okay, today has been a totally bored day with nothing exciting or interesting happening.the returning of papers caused a series of heartbreaks and its time like these that test how optimistic i really am. Very, optimistic i guess, considering how i never really thought about "dying" or what not..i failed, but then i saw this quote: fail, fail again, fail better. by somebody whom i have forgotten the name): anyway, failing means having to take a re-exam and hence i'll have to drag myself to the books once again))):
i realised many things today, one about friendship, the other about different growing environments. i learnt that many people loved receiving letters and stuff toys..but i actually dont feel the need for letters since we see each other like almost everyday and everything could be discussed just by talking..but there are few exceptions when one feels uncomfortable saying and prefers writing i guess. i also saw the fruits of labour of some people today..after their continuous hard work, they finally made it at the final exam and i feel happy for them. i didnt have any target for this exam, and when i got back the papers, the feelings i had were more of "matter-of-fact" instead of disappointed or elated.
i realised maybe probably i took sec3 too lightly..or maybe too many projects and things piled on me so as to distract me from school work..but today was most likely a "wakeup" call to my usual routine, and it just goes to show that even if some people could do fairly well without studying, i for one couldnt. i think this year's the year when i did the worst for exams, comparing to past years from p1.. sheesh. i ate an apple today before flag raising. funjuin was right, i couldnt have finished it, so i threw it away):
oh well, there are still many more in the fridge!:D
okay, mum's back((:
-bad news-
One absolutely demeaning game denied my intellectual ability ):<