Monday, May 21, 2007
Today was a double-dark cloud day.Everything that happens any minute seems to be hinting to me the things that will happen next. Torn by test results and other things, I realized only today that i wasn't as good as I thought i was. Praises and comments from everyone etched in my mind, re-labeled themselves as "lies" and left me. Many people think encouragement are just words that make a down person high, but they're really not. Yes, they make a sad person feel better but they must not be "hollow words" words that are like drugs, making a person feel happy short-term, but does not make the situation any better. Many a times, I encourage a person by giving him/her praises, to increase her self-esteem, and also suggest ways on how to improve the predicament he/she is in.
Okay, this blog is turning into some analysis essay -_-
My whole day was mundane and gloomy. the sun was out almost the whole day but the sun in me wasn't. it is ironic how people feel so sad and bitter and yet has to go to the sch com lab just to post about this. it seems so technical..
the happiest thing that happened to me so far today(till 3.59pm), was playing captain's ball. I laughed alot. :D
p6joy gathering just around the corner and i haven't informed everybody yet. geez.
Ah ma's home again. welcome home ah ma!!
haha:D
my grandma's eyesight is failing her. my whole family was like just outside the station belts where passengers take their luggage, and she couldn't see us till she got like really close, like 2.5m. and she was like so worried no one would come to pick her..
okayy..this would probably be the last post frm me. wont have time to blog anymore..You know how troublesome it is to go to the com lab just to blog?! aiyo..my com still abit siao, just refuse to let me blog la. WAHA
SO EXCITED FOR UK TRIP((:
shall be happy again:DDD