Thursday, July 26, 2007
I have been feeling really down recently after reading a book about the human mind..its so confusing! and ironic at times. the book says that feeling happy or sad is determined by what's inside you and not the circumstances that is around you..and then it talks about how we shouldnt harbour evil thoughts, blah blah..all about the mind and how we think..anyway, here i am feeling abit upset about the bk-_- and sometimes i do strange things that are really out of the blue and most people cant understand.
the career talk on medicine really gave me beter insight into the medical career and it also actually made my desire to be a doctor stronger. competiton is everywhere! hmph
and i watched crimminal minds and told people about it:) its such a great show! oh mann..learnt alot from it, more than frm class lessons *ahem* oh the film grp talk yesterday wasnt that interesting and i figured i wasnt as committed as the other members in the group so i quit being in the core committee. yup okay so im not very interested about films and marketing..
school has been AS USUAL, nothing out of the ordinary except for today as it is Daryl's birthday and i gave her a big patrick balloon which had a big plastic bag over its head and the plastic bag was from a luadry service(HAHA)..patricks head was pointy so the bag couldnt cover the whole of the balloon and everyone was like staring at me strangely as i brought the balloon to school xD and i found out that being judgemental is bad. Here's why:
Being judgemental means that we have opinions about others and most of the time, because of their weaknesses. However, being judgemental and judgin others is very BAD because you dont see your own weaknesses. You also give the Satan a good chance to have the evil spirit cast upon you. and being judemental is having bad thoughts and if you do nothing about it, those dreadful thoughts grow bigger and bigger until you tell some other people about them. this is termed, gossip. okay, at this point i feel quite guilty cos i have gossiped before at some time of my life. but, i shall try my best to stop.
okay, here's the end of my cliche explanation. Tune in next time for more cliche explanations! (like real la)
very hungry
searching for
a single bite.
i love chocolates and i ate like a bunch yesterday.
anyway, i think the weather in s'pore's getting kinda chiilly or what, but anyw, my dog got like a fit a few days ago and that really dampened my spirit): not to mention getting bad grades for some tests, and the things that i have to get done, and the expectations from others i have to reach. ahh. so, we found out later that my dog was probably getting cramps as he was always lying on the cold marble floor. HE HAS A BED! (but doesnt lie in it often.) i think he's okay already so im not so worried already(:
everyone is stressed(whether or not you have many things to do, or not)
MY TAGBOARD AT THE BOTTOM! SCROLL DOWN
bye(:
Saturday, July 14, 2007
in my cousin's hse now posting..The past week has been quite a tiring week): with the excel fest on friday, everyone is so so busy with all the noticeboards. on tuesday i did the peersupport board, and on wednesday i did the nyaa board.. its the first time i ever did more than 1 noticeboard in 2days -_- so anyway, recently ive been like thinking about the meaning of life and about the obscure systems in our societies nowadays..its really quite interesting if you could just step out of your body to look at the "big picture". cos you'll always learn something.
anyw, lunchtime by the pond was really a fast event. ZOOM! and its all over. i went there, did the performance, and them my mum fetched me to eat the supposedly best fish and chips that was said to be almost as good as london's. It was okay actually, cos the fish was really big and it was really really fresh :))
My sister is like so into the "SAVE THE EARTH" thing and i think im influenced by it too.
shall recycle something later..
AHH i left my physics textbk in school!! there's really something wrong with me))):
bye! im being rushed by lame people.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
NOTE OF ADVICE to all those people out there:1. while you are walking/jogging/etc outside your home, ALWAYS i repeat ALWAYS make sure there isn't any suspicious being behind you. hI XIAO DONG WAS HERE!!YEA REMEMBER ME mann!WHEEEEEEEEE!=) ok back to uu ting ting!!
okay, that was esther-_-
cont'd-reason being, you never know if there are any sadistic sadists arnd you. i just watched criminal minds and i shall be on my guard frm now on *looks around to spot any suspicious pple*
2. Never make any decisions while you're angry cos you are never thinking right. My mum told me a really sad story about a really sad robber):
okay, I FINALLY GOT MY money back! HAHAHA. I paid like alot for the ebtp refreshments okayy.. :) chinese oral was okay. its not as bad as i thought it would be((: haha. examiners kept nodding and that really built up more confidence in me:D oh yes, there was one darn word that icouldn
't read. ))): okay fine, actually im not really sad about it, cos i dont really care.
AHH watched fantastic four with arielle and val! ben couldn't make it): says she has to study)): boo. anyw, the show was really nice! and someone(actually 2) said i dont look like the type who would watch transformers or fantastic four? You're so wrong. i love fantastic four<3>dollars :DD
Ben's guzheng concert was Very GD. the music was really soothing and i liked the part when she banged the guzheng furiously(its part of the song) and even though she said that she played an OBVIOUS wrong note in the starting, i didnt even notice((:
GUIDES CAMPFIRE
hmm okay, so it was raining..but the happy moods were not dampened! we had to hold our "campfire" in the amphi instead..and the "fire" was acutally a fan that had orange crepe paper stuck onto it. so when the campfire was closing, the guest-of-honour was to switch off the fan. OKAYY. so yup, that was it. I am so glad that we did the opening item in the courtyard though, practised for really long..and we were dancing in the drizzle, quite cool xD
CONGRATS to all those newly elected leaders! and gd luck!
drinlking tea keeps me happy. temporarily. the amath block test really gave me a wake up call. I thought the test would be a normal one, one that is over 30, and one that isnt too hard. BOOM! wrong! i didnt know how to do some qns in the paper..and i couldnt even rmb some of the formula that we learnt)): sad me. than i started eating and was thinking "oh well, its over, no use being sad over it"..i realise i keep doing that EVERYTIME i do badly and that is the prime reason why im never improving.
okay, im talking too much about schoolschoolschool. bleh.
im starting to like chinese(:
yayye!
i found out: when you feel down, wirte all your sad feeling on a piece of paper. donot eat it up thinking that your truobles will go away, or lock it or throw away. go and sleep and when u wake up refreshed, go get a bar of chocolate or whatever that you like and sit down(calmly) to look through what you have written on that "sad" paper. after that, you would be able to understand why you felt sad and will begin to understand more abt the situation. in any case when you still feel sad, go talk to someone you really trust and im sure you'll be well and happy again. ((: my mom's advice<3